

What It Feels Like for a Girl
2025 · BBC iPlayer · 47 min · 1 season
S01E08 · Episode 8
Tue, 3 June, 3:00 pm
Byron's dreams of escaping Hucknall are dealt a major blow after a devastating turn of events.
About
It's a new millennium - Madonna, Moloko and Basement Jaxx top the charts, and there's a whole world to explore. But teenager Byron is stuck in a small working-class town that hasn't been the same since the coal mine shut in the 80s. Sick of mam, sick of dad, sick of being beaten up for "talkin' like a poof". Sick of everyone shuffling about like the living dead, going on about kitchens they're too skint to do up and marriages they're too scared to leave. Byron needs to get away, and doesn't care how.
Life explodes in a rush when Byron escapes to Nottingham's kinetic underworld and discovers the East Midlands' premier podium-dancer-cum-hellraiser, the mesmerising Lady Die. Byron is adopted into Lady Die's hilarious and chaotic family of trouble-makers – "The Fallen Divas". Between them, they beg, steal and skank their way on a rollercoaster ride of hedonism at the heart of the UK's early 2000s club scene.
The party can't last though, and when Byron is seduced by bad-boy Liam, a shocking encounter occurs that will change life forever.
Joyful, frank and packed with memorable characters, What It Feels Like for a Girl is a journey of love and danger, self-discovery and self-destruction. Because to find yourself sometimes you need to lose yourself...
Episodes
- E01
Episode 1
Tue, 3 June· 43 minIt's the dawn of the new millennium, and rebellious teenager Byron is determined to escape their small town at any cost. They find their lifeline in the most unlikely of places.
- E02
Episode 2
Tue, 3 June· 46 minByron roams Nottingham in search of Max. They find belonging among a group of hedonistic misfits, but bad boy Liam threatens to throw everything up in the air.
- E03
Episode 3
Tue, 3 June· 48 minByron is pulled into Liam's dangerous and intoxicating web, offering Byron a chance to reclaim power for themselves and make serious money in the process. But can Liam be trusted?
- E04
Episode 4
Tue, 3 June· 45 minBuzzing from the encounter with Liam, Byron goes out on the town with The Divas.
- E05
Episode 5
Tue, 3 June· 48 minThe walls close in on Byron, sparking a drug-fuelled psychosis as a way to outrun their demons. But their grip on reality fractures, leaving them with nowhere left to run.
- E06
Episode 6
Tue, 3 June· 47 minWith Byron's sentencing looming, Lisa tries to make amends by taking Byron on holiday.
- E07
Episode 7
Tue, 3 June· 48 minByron faces the consequences of their actions, but struggles to navigate their new reality.
- E08
Episode 8
Tue, 3 June· 47 minByron's dreams of escaping Hucknall are dealt a major blow after a devastating turn of events.
Cast

Ellis Howard
Byron

Laquarn Lewis
Lady Die

Hannah Jones
Sasha

Laura Haddock
Lisa

Michael Socha
Steve

Adam Ali
Dirty Damian

Dickie Beau
Peter












